I realise that recently i have been posting rubbish blog...
But this is jus my life now...
My life now is full of rubbish...
I think i will get depression sooner or later...
I feel that watever i do is wrong...
Nothing is perfect...
But i already try my best to do it already...
Still there will be something wrong here n there...
I don know wat i can do to make myself a perfect person...
After the talk with sister yesterday..
I feel demoralise...
If Onli i m not bonded...
I will have QUIT...
I don mind being poor or work as other profession
Cause i m really sick n tired of this life even thought onli 3 mth...
Even when i slp in my dream is also work...
everyday when i go home..
i will be thinking wat i did today...
Got miss out anything a not...
Got do anything wrong a not...
wat will happen tml at work...
Wat will sister tell mi...??
Issit "I think u did well"
Or "I think i cant confirm u"
Or "u need to work harder.."
Or " Your pt care is like shit"
I don know and i don wan to know...
Nobody can understand my feeling now...
I was at the point of breaking down yesterday..
I was really stress...
I cant settle my pt appointment...
When i pass over...i was being stress by the senior...
I feel very bad n sorry for my preceptor...
I wan to do her proud but....
I think if i am still in this line i will not have peace in my whole life...
I will be stress everyday...
I will be unhappie everyday...
therefore it means that i will be stress n unhappie for the next 3 years...
HELP....i need HELP...
RoNgZz CrYIng..@
Sunday, September 10, 2006
Depression...
Sunday, September 10, 2006
